During my grandmother’s funeral, my mother stealthily slipped a peculiar package into the coffin. Out of curiosity, I decided to take a peek inside, never imagining the revelations of heart-wrenching secrets it contained.
They say grief hits in waves, but for me, it was more like unexpectedly missing steps in the dark. My grandmother Catherine wasn’t merely a family member; she was my closest ally, my whole world. Her warm hugs made me feel cherished beyond measure. Standing by her coffin last week, I felt lost, struggling to find a breath without her.
The soft lighting in the funeral home gently highlighted Grandma’s serene face. Her silver hair was styled just as she liked, and her favorite pearl necklace adorned her neck.
As my fingers glided over the coffin’s smooth wood, memories washed over me. Just last month, we sat in her kitchen, sipping tea and sharing laughter as she revealed her secret sugar cookie recipe to me.
“Emerald, sweetheart, she’s watching over you now,” said Mrs. Anderson, our kind next-door neighbor, placing a comforting hand on my shoulder. Her eyes, swollen from tears, peered through her glasses. “Your grandmother constantly spoke about her precious grandchild.”
I brushed away a tear. “Remember those delightful apple pies she made? The entire neighborhood recognized Sunday by the aroma alone.”
“Oh, those pies! She’d have you deliver slices to us, pride beaming from her. ‘Emerald helped with this one,’ she’d boast. ‘She’s got the magic touch with the cinnamon.’”
“I tried making one last week,” I said, voice quivering. “It didn’t measure up. I wanted to ask her what went awry, but then… the heart attack struck, and the ambulance…”
“Oh, sweetheart.” Mrs. Anderson hugged me tightly. “She knew you loved her. That’s all that really matters. Look at all the people here… she impacted so many.”
The funeral home was indeed brimming with friends and neighbors swapping tales in tempered tones. I observed my mother, Victoria, standing aloof, glued to her phone. Not a single tear had left her eyes all day.
While Mrs. Anderson and I conversed, I noticed my mother approaching the casket. She covertly scanned the room before slipping something inside—a small package, it seemed.
Upon straightening up, her eyes darted through the room before retreating toward the restroom, her heels echoing softly across the floor.
“Did you catch that?” I murmured, my heart thudding heavily.
“Catch what, dear?”
“My mom just…” I faltered, watching her retreat to the restrooms. “Perhaps it’s just grief playing tricks on me.”
Yet, an unsettling feeling hovered over me. Mom and Grandma hadn’t spoken for years. There’s no way my grandma would have requested something be placed in her casket without my knowledge.
Something was amiss.
Evening shadows stretched across the funeral home’s windows as the last of the mourners departed. The air was thick with the scent of lilies and roses mingling with the perfume of departing guests.
My mother had left earlier, claiming a migraine, but her actions hovered over me like a pesky splinter that refused to budge.
“Ms. Emerald?” The funeral director, Mr. Peters, emerged beside me. His kindly visage reminded me of my grandfather who passed five years ago. “Take all the time you need. I’ll be in my office when you’re ready.”
“Thank you, Mr. Peters.”
When his footsteps faded, I approached Grandma’s casket again. The room seemed altered, loaded with unspoken words and concealed truths.
In the profound silence, my heartbeat felt overwhelmingly loud. I leaned in, scrutinizing every aspect of Grandma’s peaceful visage.
There, just visible beneath the fold of her beloved blue dress—the one she wore to my college graduation—was the edge of something swathed in blue cloth.
An internal struggle ensued, torn between my loyalty to my mother and the urge to fulfill Grandma’s wishes. Protecting Grandma’s legacy triumphed in the end.
My hands trembled as I gently retrieved the package and discreetly placed it into my purse.
“I’m sorry, Grandma,” I whispered, touching her still hand one last time. Her wedding ring sparkled, reminiscent of the warmth embedded in her heart.
“Something’s amiss. You taught me to heed my instincts, remember? You always said truth held more value than comfort.”
Back home, I settled into Grandma’s favorite reading chair—the same one she urged me to keep after downsizing last year. The package rested on my lap wrapped in a recognizable blue handkerchief.
The finely embroidered “C” caught my eye. I had watched Grandma stitch it years ago while recounting childhood stories.
“What secrets do you hide, Mom?” I wondered aloud, gently unraveling the worn twine. My stomach churned at the subsequent reveal.
Inside were letters, an abundance of them, each addressed to my mother in Grandma’s distinctive handwriting. The paper, showing age, with some corners softened from years of handling.
The first letter was dated from three years ago. The paper was crisp, hinting at frequent readings:
“Victoria, I know what you did.
Did you think the missing funds would go unnoticed? Did you not expect me to verify my accounts? Each month, small sums vanished. Initially, I thought it was a mistake. That perhaps, my daughter wouldn’t rob me. But we both know the truth, don’t we?
Your gambling must end. It’s tearing you and the family asunder. I endeavored to help, to understand, but you persist in deceiving me while taking more. Recall last Christmas when you vowed transformation? When you shed tears promising change? Within a week, another $5,000 evaporated.
I’m not penning this to disgrace you. Watching you unravel breaks my heart.”
“Please, Victoria. Let me help you… sincerely this time. Mom”
As I perused letter after letter, my hands quivered. Each letter unveiled a narrative I never knew, one of betrayal that churned my stomach.
The dates extended over years, the tone graduated from worry to rage to acceptance.
One letter referenced a family dinner where Mom professed abandoning gambling.
I recalled that evening—her apparent earnestness, tears flowing down as she embraced Grandma. I now grappled with whether those tears were genuine or fabricated.
The concluding letter from Grandma made me gasp for air:
“Victoria, You’ve crafted your destiny. I’ve shaped mine. Everything I own is bequeathed to Emerald—the only one to show unfeigned affection, not merely use me as an ATM. You might believe you’ve emerged victorious, but justice always surfaces.
Remember when Emerald was little, accusing me of partiality? You claimed I favored her over you. Truth be told, I adored both of you differently but equally. The distinction was she reciprocated love unconditionally, without expectations.
Love for you remains, now and forever. But trust is lost. Mom”
My hands trembled upon unfolding the last letter. It was penned by my mother to Grandma, just two days ago, posthumously. The handwriting was aggressive, livid strokes across the page:
“Mom, Fine. You win. Yes, I took the money. It was necessary. You never grasped the surge, the drive. But guess what? Your cunning plan backfires. Emerald idolizes me. She’ll yield whatever I request. Including her inheritance. Her love is my triumph. Stop trying to manage everyone even from the beyond. Goodbye. Victoria”
Sleep eluded me through the night. Pacing my apartment, memories reshaped with the disclosure of this new truth.
The upscale Christmas gifts. The numerous instances Mom requested a loaner credit card due to emergencies. The disingenuous dialogues centered around Grandma’s financial standing.
“Have you discussed obtaining power of attorney with Mom?” she once asked. “You know how forgetful she’s becoming.”
“She seems perfectly fine to me,” had been my retort.
“Just thinking proactively, sweetie. We must safeguard her assets.”
My mother, driven entirely by avarice, had deceived not only Grandma but now, me.
By morning, fatigue seared my eyes though clarity visited my mind. I picked up the phone to call her, maintaining composure:
“Mom? Could we meet for coffee? There’s something crucial I must hand over.”
“What’s wrong, dear?” Her voice, sweet and concerned. “Are you alright? You sound fatigued.”
“I’m okay. It’s about Grandma. She wanted me to give you something ‘when the moment was ripe.’”
Her anticipation was audible. “Of course, darling. Where shall we meet?”
“Mill Street’s coffee shop? It’s fairly quiet.”
“Perfect choice. You’re exceptionally thoughtful, Emerald. Different from my relationship with my mom.”
The irony didn’t escape me, stinging like a needle to the heart. “See you at two, Mom.” I then disconnected the call.
The shop’s chime alerted to her arrival, her gaze immediately locating my purse on the table.
Adorned in her preferred red blazer—the one for significant meetings—she joined me at the table, reaching for my hand.
“You appear exhausted, sweetheart. This ordeal is wearing on you, hasn’t it? You were tremendously close to your grandmother.”
I nodded, then produced the bundle — blank pages concealed with two pertinent letters: Grandma’s accusatory one and a note I composed.
“What’s this?” she queried, her manicured fingers easing open the first envelope. Witnessing the blood drain from her face while encountering the second letter, her grip tightened and ruffled the edges with tension.
My note was succinct:
“Mom, I possess the rest of the letters. Should you ever attempt manipulation or make a claim on Grandma’s bequest, the truth will surface — in its entirety. Emerald”
My mother began to speak, “Emerald, darling, I—”
I interrupted, standing before her argument coalesced, watching years of deceit dissolve within her tears. “I love you, Mom. But that doesn’t grant you license to manipulate me. The trust is irrevocably broken.”
With those words, I departed, leaving her with the burden of deceit and the unwavering truth of Grandma’s legacy. Some lies, no matter the effort, cannot remain buried indefinitely.
Here’s another story: “Just a year after I’m gone, clean the photo on my headstone. Only you. I need your promise,” my grandma’s dying wish echoed. A year after her passing, I approached her grave to fulfill her wish, and what I found behind her aged photo left me astonished.”
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