While my sister was adored, I was the mistake my parents never bothered to hide.
“You were an @ccident,” my mother would say bluntly.
“I only married your father because I got pregnant. We didn’t even want to live together.”
Those words, repeated throughout my childhood, c:ut into me like kn!ves.
When I was three, she arrived—Lucianne. From her very first cry, she became the center of attention. She got the finest flamenco dresses, toys from the April Fair, and coins for ice cream whenever she asked. If she br0ke something, my parents laughed. If I breathed wrong, they sc0lded me:
“Look how perfect Lucianne is— and you…”
I grew up invisible in Málaga, living in the shadow of that green-eyed angel everyone adored. I learned to defend myself at school, to study in silence, to sw@llow my tears. No one ever asked me how I was doing.
At twenty, I escaped to Seville—without saying goodbye. My parents never called. When I dialed their number, I was met with polite phrases, as if I were talking to strangers.
Then I met Joshi. He loved me without pretense, made me his wife in an intimate wedding in Granada, and gave me two children, the light of my life. For the first time, I felt like I belonged somewhere.
Lucianne, meanwhile, still lived with my parents—demanding, single, waiting for the perfect suitor. No man from Córdoba or Huelva was ever good enough for her. When my father got sick, I sent 300 euros a month from our modest home. Joshi, bless him, never complained once.
One day, Lucianne showed up at our door. She crit!cized our simple living room:
“You live like royalty in Madrid and send crumbs. Is that how you repay everything they did for you?”
I held back my trembling.
“What did you give me?” I asked.
“I cleaned strangers’ houses just to afford boots. I babysat for bread while you vacationed in Marbella.”
She even tried to manipulate Joshi, coveting the very tiles of our…
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…kitchen floor. She ran her hand along the counter and said, “I’ve always loved this kind of marble. Do you know what you could get for this house if you sold it?”
Joshi stayed silent, but I saw the look in his eyes—a mix of disbelief and protectiveness.
Later that night, after we put the kids to sleep, I sat on the edge of the bed with my face in my hands.
“She has no idea,” I whispered. “How much we’ve sacrificed. How many nights we ate rice and lentils so we could help them.”
Joshi wrapped his arms around me.
“You don’t owe them your peace,” he said. “You already gave them too much.”
A week later, my father passed away. I got the news through a neighbor, not from Lucianne or my mother. I debated whether to go to the funeral. Joshi offered to come with me, but I declined.
“I’ll go alone. I need to face them.”
The church was full. The same faces from my childhood were there—neighbors, cousins, aunts who hadn’t spoken to me in years. My mother sat at the front, face tight, eyes dry. Lucianne wore black lace and dramatic sunglasses.
When I approached to offer my condolences, Lucianne hissed through her teeth:
“Don’t pretend like you care. You abandoned him.”
I stared at her for a long moment.
“I sent money every month,” I said, keeping my voice even. “I called. You just never let the phone ring long enough.”
My mother looked at me then—really looked at me—for the first time in decades.
“You should’ve tried harder,” she said quietly.
I didn’t respond. I simply walked to the coffin, laid down a single sunflower—his favorite—and whispered, “I hope you found peace. I’ve made my own.”
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Months passed. We continued with our lives in Madrid. The kids started school, Joshi got promoted, and I began offering art classes at the community center. For the first time in a long time, I felt light.
Then one afternoon, a letter arrived. No return address. Inside was a folded sheet of paper, scrawled in my mother’s shaky handwriting.
“I don’t know if you’ll read this. Lucianne doesn’t let me keep my phone anymore. I’m tired. I think I was cruel to you, and I don’t know how to undo it. I’m sorry about the things I said. I do remember how you used to braid my hair when you were seven. You were always the quiet one, and I mistook your silence for distance. Maybe I just didn’t know how to love you. I wish I had tried harder.”
I sat with the letter in my lap for a long time. No tears came—just a strange mix of sadness and relief.
I wrote back. I didn’t say much—just that I hoped she was safe, and that if she ever needed a place to stay, our door was open.
No reply ever came.
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Two years later, Lucianne was arrested for elder abuse. A neighbor had reported screaming. Social services found our mother bruised and locked in her own bedroom.
The news broke me.
I drove down alone, this time without hesitation. In a plain hospital room, I found my mother—frail, thinner than I remembered, but alive.
She looked up at me, her eyes full of something I hadn’t seen before: humility.
“I didn’t know where else to go,” she whispered.
“You’re here now,” I said. “That’s what matters.”
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We brought her home. Not because she deserved it, but because I couldn’t turn into what she once was. Over time, she softened. She played with the grandkids. She smiled more. She apologized again—this time in person, in the quiet moments when no one else was around.
Lucianne never contacted us. Last we heard, she moved to Germany with a man twice her age.
And me? I forgave—not because they earned it, but because I needed to breathe. Because love, the real kind, doesn’t keep score.
The past doesn’t define your worth. Your healing does.
If you’ve ever felt like the outsider in your own story, know this: you can still rewrite the ending.
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