Elizabeth was the love of my life. 40 years ago, I lost her. My fault—my stupid, biggest mistake. I spent every single day after that alone, never forgiving myself for letting her go.
Then, out of nowhere—she wrote to me. I almost missed it, buried under junk mail and bills. But there it was. “I’ve been thinking of you.” God, if only she knew. I never stopped thinking about her. Not for a second. One short letter turned into dozens.
Every letter brought me back to life. God, she made me feel alive again! And then… she sent me her address. That was it. At 78 years old, I sold everything I had. I bought a one-way ticket to be with her. On the plane, my hands wouldn’t stop shaking. I couldn’t stop crying.
Then, suddenly—pain. A burning tightness in my chest. I gasped, but no air came. Voices blurred. Hands grabbed at me. Flight attendants, doctors, strangers—I could barely hear them. The world started fading. No. Not now. Not when I’m finally this close to her.
When I woke up, I wasn’t in Portugal like I planned. I was in a hospital in Montreal.
I blinked hard. Machines beeped. Tubes ran into my arms. I thought I’d died. But no, just a heart attack mid-flight. The flight made an emergency landing. I’d been unconscious for nearly two days.
A nurse leaned over. Her name was Priya. She smiled, kind eyes and warm voice. “You’re lucky, Mr. Roland. Very lucky.”
Lucky. That word cut deep. I didn’t feel lucky. I felt cursed.
“What about my luggage?” I croaked out.
“They have it,” she said gently. “You had an address clutched in your hand.”
I nodded. I whispered Elizabeth’s name.
Priya gave me a strange look. “You want us to contact her?”
God, yes. But also, what if—what if she had moved on? What if she regretted reaching out? What if she had someone now?
“No,” I said. “Just let me rest.”
But I didn’t rest. I spent three more days in that hospital bed replaying every conversation Elizabeth and I had shared in those letters. She was alone. Widowed. Said no one ever quite understood her like I did. I’d imagined walking up to her door, holding her hand, maybe even getting one more dance under the stars.
Instead, I was hooked up to heart monitors, too embarrassed to even tell her what had happened.
Finally, I asked the nurse for my bag. I pulled out the little notebook where I’d written her address.
And I made the call.
A woman answered.
“Hi… I’m looking for Elizabeth Redmond?”
Silence.
Then the woman said, “This is her daughter, Sylvie. I’m sorry… she passed away two weeks ago.”
I sat there, the phone pressed to my ear, stunned. “No… no, that can’t be. She was writing me—just weeks ago. I—I have her letters.”
Sylvie was quiet. Then, gently, “She told me about you. The letters meant everything to her. She kept them by her bed. Said she was waiting for you.”
I couldn’t hold it in anymore. I broke. Tears came, raw and hot. I apologized, though I’m not sure what for.
“She left something for you,” Sylvie said. “A box. I’ll send it, if you want.”
I nodded, even though she couldn’t see me. “Yes. Please.”
It arrived three days later.
A small wooden box. Inside was a photo of us, young and bright-eyed, taken the summer before I left. A lock of her silver hair, tied with blue ribbon. And a note.
“My dearest Roland,
If you’re reading this, it means you came for me—and that means everything. Even if I don’t see you again in this life, know that I loved you all along.
Please, live the rest of your life with your heart wide open.
And don’t be alone anymore.
Love always,
Elizabeth.”
I don’t know how long I held that letter. Maybe hours.
A month passed. I recovered slowly. I had nowhere to go, nothing left back home. The hospital let me stay a few extra days, and the nurses started becoming like family. One day, Priya asked if I’d ever considered assisted living.
I scoffed at first.
But she said, “There’s a place nearby, run by my aunt. It’s not what you think. They have gardens, a music room. You might like it.”
Turned out, I did like it.
I started teaching the other residents how to sketch. I hadn’t drawn since the ’80s, but it came back fast. Every afternoon, I’d sit by the window with my pencil, drawing portraits of the people around me. I laughed more in that first month than I had in 20 years.
One afternoon, a woman named Maureen sat beside me during painting class. She had sharp wit, called me “Romeo” after hearing my story.
“You going to mope forever?” she teased.
“Probably,” I said.
“Good,” she smiled. “I’m not ready for anything serious.”
But somehow, we kept sitting next to each other. Sharing meals. Walking the garden paths.
We weren’t in love, not like Elizabeth and me. But we understood each other. And that, at this age, felt pretty close to a miracle.
I thought my story ended at 78. But turns out, it was just the second act.
We don’t always get the endings we want. But sometimes, we get something just as meaningful—a second chance to feel alive again.
So if there’s someone you’ve been meaning to write to… do it. If there’s something you’ve been putting off… go for it. Time doesn’t wait.
And neither should you.
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