Yesterday morning, my dad called. My sister was in urgent care and needed someone to pick her up.
My dad lives all the way out in Oregon. Iโm in Manchesterโ25 minutes from the hospital, tops. He begged me to go. I said no. He went silent, and then, out of nowhere, he started crying.
That caught me completely off guard.
My dad doesnโt cry. Heโs one of those old-school types who believes in sorting things with tools, tough love, and a good cup of tea. The last time I saw tears in his eyes, weโd just buried our family dog, and even then, heโd turned away so we wouldnโt see.
But on that call, he cried.
โSheโs scared, Adam,โ he said, voice trembling. โShe was alone for hours before she finally told anyone something was wrong.โ
I rubbed my eyes, still foggy from sleep. โDad, I have back-to-back meetings today. I canโt just ditch work.โ
โYou think work matters more than your sister right now?โ
โSheโs an adult. Sheโll be okay. The hospital wouldnโt discharge her if she wasnโt.โ
He was quiet for a few long seconds.
Then he said, โWhen you broke your wrist falling off the climbing frame at school, you cried the whole way to A&E. I was at work. Your mum panicked. Maraโyour twelve-year-old sisterโcarried you to the car, held your hand the whole way. Wouldnโt let go even when they took you for the X-ray.โ
I blinked.
โNow sheโs in pain, and you canโt spare a half-hour?โ
โDadโฆโ
But he hung up.
I just sat there staring at my phone, feeling sick to my stomach. I knew what I said sounded cold. But Iโd already moved meetings around twice that week and my manager had made a snide comment about “being present.” I couldnโt risk another day away. Thatโs what I told myself, anyway.
I texted Mara, โDad told me youโre okay. Glad youโre getting rest. Let me know if you need anything later this week.โ
She didnโt reply.
I assumed she was sleeping. Or angry. Or both.
Later that evening, I called our cousin Lydiaโmostly out of guilt, partly because I wanted an update.
โSheโs at Nanโs house,โ Lydia said. โDidnโt want to go back to her flat alone. Said it was too quiet.โ
โWho picked her up?โ
โShe called one of her nursing classmates. That girl Priya, remember her?โ
I vaguely did. Tall, wore a Manchester United hoodie to our last barbecue. Didnโt even live nearby.
โShe waited almost two hours for her,โ Lydia added, like she knew exactly how guilty I already felt.
That night, I couldn’t sleep. I kept picturing her sitting alone in that hospital lobby, pale and tired, scrolling through her contacts, hoping someoneโanyoneโwould answer.
I woke up feeling like a jerk.
But even then, I didnโt call.
I buried myself in spreadsheets and Slack messages, pretending nothing happened. A week went by. Then two. Not a word from Mara. Not a single emoji.
Then Dad called again.
โI didnโt raise you to be like this,โ he said as soon as I answered.
โLike what?โ
โDetached. Unaccountable.โ
โSeriously?โ
โSheโs your only sister.โ
โI didnโt kill her, Dad.โ
He went quiet. Then calmly said, โYou broke her heart. Thatโs sometimes worse.โ
I said nothing.
โShe doesnโt need an apology. She needs to know you still care.โ
The thing is, Mara and I werenโt always like this. Growing up, we were inseparable. Sheโs just 18 months older than me, and we shared a bedroom until I was nearly thirteen. We had whispered chats about ghosts, prank-called cousins, built blanket forts that took up the whole living room. She was my first friend, my secret-keeper.
Then life happened.
Mum died. Mara started taking care of everyone because Dad fell into himself. I threw myself into school and got out as fast as I could. She stayed local, studied nursing, and picked up part-time work to help Nan. I moved to London, then back up north for a promotion, and convinced myself distance was normal.
But it wasnโt.
I didnโt realize how wide the space had grown between us until I left her sitting in a hospital lobby, waiting for someoneโanyoneโwhoโd come.
That weekend, I drove to Nanโs. I didnโt tell anyone. Just picked up lemon tarts from Maraโs favorite bakery and hoped sheโd still be there.
Nan opened the door and looked surprised.
โSheโs not here,โ she said. โWent back to her flat three days ago.โ
โOh. Do you think sheโd let me come by?โ
Nan raised an eyebrow. โNot empty-handed.โ
I held up the pastry box.
She gave a tired smile. โYou might stand a chance.โ
So I drove across town. Her building looked the sameโmodest, clean, the little garden patch in front where she once grew rosemary and sunflowers.
I knocked. Once. Twice.
When she opened the door, I forgot what I was going to say.
She looked tired. Paler than usual. Hair up in a messy bun, hoodie too big for her frame.
โI brought tarts,โ I said finally, lifting the box.
She stared at it, then stepped aside without saying a word.
Inside, the place smelled like citrus and fabric softener. Her plants lined the windowsills like little green soldiers.
We sat on the couch. She opened the box, picked one tart, and handed me the other.
We chewed in silence.
โYou waited at the hospital,โ I said.
โYeah.โ
โFor hours.โ
โMmhm.โ
โIโm sorry I didnโt come.โ
She shrugged, like it didnโt matter. But it did.
โI told myself it wasnโt urgent. That youโd be fine.โ
โI wasnโt,โ she said. โBut Iโm used to that.โ
That sentence hurt more than I expected.
โYou shouldnโt have to be.โ
She didnโt reply. Just stared at the tart in her hands.
I looked around the flat. A few textbooks open on the table. A hoodie draped over the back of the chair. A half-finished crochet project on the armrest.
โYouโve been holding everything together since Mum died,โ I said. โI didnโt step up. I know that.โ
She glanced at me. โYou left.โ
โI know.โ
โI stayed.โ
โI know that too.โ
โI thought we were still close,โ she said, voice shaking just slightly. โI thought if I really needed youโฆ youโd come.โ
โI thought so too,โ I said. โI hate that I proved us both wrong.โ
She looked down.
Then said something I didnโt expect.
โDo you remember when I told you I was applying to that scholarship program? The one that would pay for my last year?โ
โYeah.โ
โI didnโt get it.โ
I blinked. โYou didnโt tell me that.โ
โYou never asked.โ
That one landed like a punch to the chest.
โI shouldโve,โ I said.
โI worked three night shifts a week just to keep up,โ she continued. โI fell asleep in class. Skipped meals. I was too embarrassed to tell Dad.โ
โAnd I didnโt even notice.โ
โNope.โ
I couldnโt argue. I just sat there, gut full of bricks.
Then she added, โBut Priya noticed. She brought me food. Walked me home. She was the one who made me go to urgent care that day.โ
โIโm glad she did.โ
โSheโs my flatmate now. Moved in two days ago.โ
I looked up. โOh?โ
โCouldnโt afford the rent alone anymore. Dad doesnโt know.โ
โDoes he still think youโre doing okay?โ
โPeople believe what they want.โ
I didnโt say anything to that.
Instead, I asked, โWhat do you want?โ
She gave a tired smile. โI want my brother back.โ
I blinked.
โI donโt need you to fix everything,โ she said. โJustโฆ be there. Every now and then.โ
That didnโt feel like too much to ask. Not anymore.
So I started showing up.
The next weekend, I helped her move boxes around to make space for Priyaโs stuff. We had tea. Talked about stupid things. Laughed about a shared memory Iโd completely forgottenโthe time we accidentally locked ourselves in Nanโs garden shed and made shadow puppets until someone found us.
Two weeks after that, I drove her to a job interview at a pediatric clinic.
She got the job.
At her pinning ceremony, she made me sit in the front row. Handed me her phone and told me to take good photos. I cried when she got her certificate. She laughed at me for it, but squeezed my hand.
That night, we had dinner at Nanโs. Dad was visiting too. He pulled me aside in the kitchen.
โShe told me what you did,โ he said.
โI didnโt do much.โ
โYou showed up.โ
โLittle late, though.โ
He looked me in the eyes. โBetter than never.โ
Mara came in just then, holding a bowl of mashed potatoes. She bumped my shoulder on her way past.
โAdam makes terrible tea, by the way,โ she said to Dad.
โI only use oat milk!โ
โExactly.โ
We laughed. All of us.
It wasnโt perfect. I still mess up. She still goes quiet when sheโs overwhelmed. But weโre finding our way back to each other.
You donโt get to rewrite the moments you screw up. But you do get to write what happens next.
And sometimes, thatโs enough.
If youโve got someone in your life youโve let down, donโt wait for the perfect apology. Show up. Bring lemon tarts. Or even just your time.
Youโll be surprised how much that can still mean.
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