I never knew my biological parents. They didn’t just leave me – they made it clear in the paperwork they wanted nothing to do with me. I grew up in foster care, wondering why I wasn’t worth keeping.
That question shaped my whole life. I worked nonstop, trying to build something out of nothing, but stability always felt out of reach. Then one day, everything changed. I got a call from a man claiming to be my biological father’s lawyer.
He told me my father had died and left me his farm – 30 kilometers out of town. I’d never even heard his name before. When I confirmed it was real, I packed my bags and left. But as I stood at the gate of that farm, one question wouldn’t leave my mind: “If he’s gone… where is my mother?”
The farm was old but well-maintained, with a weathered white house standing at the end of a gravel driveway. The fields stretched endlessly, golden and swaying in the wind. I should have felt something – anger, sadness, maybe even relief. But all I felt was confusion.
The lawyer had left me the keys, so I unlocked the front door and stepped inside. The scent of wood polish and something faintly herbal filled the air. It looked like someone had lived here recently. There were dishes in the sink, a coffee cup on the counter, and boots by the door.
Had my father really been alone before he died? Or had someone else been living here?
As I explored, I found an office stacked with papers. Folders labeled “taxes” and “harvest records” cluttered the desk. And then, tucked inside a drawer, I found an envelope with my name on it.
My hands shook as I opened it.
“To my son,
I don’t deserve your forgiveness, but you deserve the truth. I never wanted to leave you. I wanted to keep you more than anything. But your mother… she made a choice I couldn’t fight.
She left me, and she took you with her. I searched, but by the time I found out where you’d been placed, I was told I had no right to claim you. The papers you read weren’t my decision.
If you’re here, it means I didn’t get the chance to tell you myself. I’m sorry for that. And I’m sorry for everything else, too.
The farm is yours now, but there’s something you should know. Someone else has been watching over it when I couldn’t. She might have answers.
Look for Maria.”
Maria. The name didn’t ring any bells. But if she had answers, I needed to find her.
The next morning, I drove into town, stopping at the first diner I saw. It was the kind of place where everyone knew everyone. The moment I walked in, a few heads turned, eyes narrowing as if they were trying to place me.
An older man behind the counter spoke first. “You’re Daniel’s boy, aren’t you?”
The words hit me harder than I expected. I nodded. “Yeah. I’m looking for someone named Maria.”
Silence. People exchanged glances. Finally, a woman in her fifties, wearing a faded floral apron, set down the coffee pot she was holding. “Maria doesn’t live in town anymore,” she said carefully. “She moved out to a cabin by the river a few years back.”
“Do you know where exactly?”
The woman hesitated before scribbling something on a napkin and sliding it to me. “Be careful out there.”
Maria’s cabin was nestled between thick trees, the river murmuring in the distance. I knocked on the door, half-expecting no answer. But after a moment, it creaked open.
She was older than I thought, her silver hair pulled back in a braid, sharp eyes studying me. “You look just like him,” she murmured.
“Maria?” I asked.
She nodded slowly. “Come in.”
The inside of the cabin was warm, filled with the scent of herbs and old wood. She motioned for me to sit while she brewed tea. The silence stretched until I couldn’t stand it anymore. “Who are you?”
Maria exhaled. “I was your father’s friend. And your mother’s, once.”
I stiffened. “Then where is she?”
Maria stirred her tea. “Gone. She left years ago, and no one knows where she went.”
I felt a strange mix of relief and disappointment. “Why did she leave?”
Maria hesitated before answering. “Your mother wasn’t a bad person, but she was scared. She had her reasons for leaving your father. And when she did, she thought the best way to protect you was to make sure he could never find you. She made sure you were placed far away, with no ties back here.”
“So she abandoned both of us,” I said bitterly.
Maria shook her head. “She thought she was protecting you. She made mistakes, but she never stopped loving you.”
I clenched my fists. “Then why didn’t she come back? Why didn’t she check on me?”
Maria sighed. “Maybe she was too ashamed. Maybe she convinced herself you were better off without her. I don’t know. But I do know this: your father never stopped loving you. He built that farm hoping you’d come back one day.”
I swallowed hard, trying to process it all. “And you? Why are you telling me this?”
Maria smiled sadly. “Because you deserve the truth. And because I promised him I would.”
I spent the next few weeks on the farm, fixing things up, trying to make sense of everything. Some nights, I hated my mother for what she’d done. Other nights, I missed a woman I barely remembered. But every morning, I woke up to the sun rising over the fields, and slowly, the anger began to fade.
One evening, as I sat on the porch, Maria stopped by. “You thinking of staying?” she asked.
I thought about it. For the first time in my life, I had something that was mine. A place to belong. A fresh start.
“Yeah,” I said. “I think I am.”
Maria smiled. “Good. Your father would’ve liked that.”
I looked out at the land, finally understanding what my father had left me. Not just a farm, but a chance to rebuild, to let go of the past and make my own future.
And for the first time in a long time, I felt at peace.
Life doesn’t always give us the answers we want. Sometimes, people make choices we don’t understand. But we can choose what we do with the truth when we find it.
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