I froze. My mind raced, heart pounding in my chest. Whoโs that? The words echoed in my head.
The woman didnโt just look confused; she looked disoriented, as if she had just walked into an alternate reality. Her gaze flicked between me and Michael, her expression morphing from confusion to something I couldnโt quite place.
Michael, still chewing his cereal, barely acknowledged her presence at first. It wasnโt until I stepped closer, standing directly between them, that he finally looked up. His eyes widened when he saw her, and the spoon in his hand froze mid-air.
โEmily?โ he stammered, his voice low, almost like he couldnโt believe what was happening.
She blinked, her face turning pale. โMichael? Whatโwhat is going on?โ she asked, the edge in her voice softening into genuine bewilderment.
I felt like I was in a fog, struggling to grasp the situation. Emily? This wasnโt just a stranger showing up at our doorโthis was someone he knew. Someone he had been involved with, I could tell that much from the way his voice trembled when he said her name. The woman in front of me wasnโt some random home intruder; she was someone he had apparently invited into our life.
I stood there, speechless, trying to process what had just happened. Michael, his face flushing a deep red, set the spoon down and stood up.
โEmily, Iโuh, I can explain this.โ
โNo, no, no. You don’t get to explain anything,โ I snapped, the anger in my voice sharp. I couldnโt stop myself. โWhy did you tell her you were single, Michael? And why on earth did you give her a key to our apartment?โ
Emily opened her mouth to speak, but I cut her off. โAnd you! Youโhow could you just waltz in here like you own the place? This isnโt your home!โ
She flinched, and I immediately felt a pang of guilt. She wasnโt the one who had betrayed me, after all. She was just as much a victim in this strange mess as I was. But in that moment, I was too furious to care.
โIโI’m sorry,โ she said, her voice barely a whisper. โI didnโt knowโฆ I thought heโโ
Michael shook his head. โEmily, I didnโt mean for this to happen. IโI shouldโve been more careful. I didnโt want to hurt anyone.โ His voice broke, and for the first time in a long while, I saw a glimpse of genuine regret in his eyes.
โMore careful?โ I echoed, my voice trembling with disbelief. โYou gave her a key to our apartment! How could you be that careless? I was in the hospital with my mom, Michael, and you were here doingโthis?โ
I couldnโt finish the sentence. I didnโt want to. The thoughts swirling in my head were far too much to process, but they kept coming. Did he love her? Had he been cheating on me all this time? Or was it something else? Something I hadnโt even thought of yet?
Michael took a deep breath, his hands clenching at his sides as though he were fighting back tears. He looked at me with a pained expression. โI didnโt want to hurt you. I never meant for it to go this far. Youโve been gone for two months. I wasโโ He swallowed hard, looking away from both of us.
“Michael,” I whispered, my voice cracking. “What are you saying?”
Emily looked at him, then at me, her expression one of pure confusion. โWaitโฆ youโve beenโฆ married to her?โ she asked, her voice thick with shock. โAll this time?โ
โYes,โ Michael replied, his voice tight. โI never stopped loving her.โ
There it was. The truth, in all its painful, ugly clarity.
I took a step back, my heart shattering as the weight of his words sank in. I wanted to scream, to shout, to ask him how long this had been going onโbut I couldnโt. There was nothing to say. He had already told me everything.
โMichael,โ I said softly, my eyes brimming with tears. โI thought you were waiting for me. I thought I could come home and things would go back to normalโฆ But nowโฆโ I trailed off, too hurt to continue.
Emily glanced at me again, her eyes filled with pity. โI didnโt know, okay? I swear I didnโt know. Heโhe told me he was waiting for his divorce to go through.โ She looked at him, as if searching for some sort of confirmation.
Michael flinched. โThat wasnโt true,โ he said quietly, his voice cracking. โIโI didnโt know what to say. I didnโt want to lose her, Emily. I was trying to hold on to something that didnโt exist anymore.โ
It was my turn to look at him like he was a stranger. โSo, you lied. To both of us. And now look where we are.โ
โIโIโm sorry,โ he whispered again. โI know I donโt deserve forgiveness. I never wanted any of this to happen.โ
I stared at him, my mind a swirl of disbelief and hurt. Two months I had spent away, caring for my mom, only to come home to this. To them. To the betrayal.
I didnโt know how to feel. Anger still bubbled up inside me, but it was joined by something elseโsomething darker, colder: sorrow. Michael wasnโt just my husband. He was the man I had built a life with. But now, I wasnโt sure who he was anymore.
I looked at Emily one last time. She was standing there, her eyes downcast, clearly as uncomfortable as I was. I wasnโt angry with herโnot really. She was just another victim in Michaelโs tangled mess of lies. I could see the guilt written all over her face, but I couldnโt bring myself to blame her.
I took a deep breath, exhaling slowly. โYou need to go,โ I said to her, my voice firm.
She nodded, silently backing out of the kitchen and toward the door. โIโm sorryโฆ I never meant to cause any more pain,โ she whispered as she left.
Then, it was just me and Michael.
Neither of us spoke for a long while. The silence between us stretched on, thick with unspoken words. My chest ached.
Finally, Michael broke the quiet. โI donโt expect you to forgive me. I donโt deserve it, but I want to fix this. Iโll do whatever it takes.โ
I didnโt know if I could ever forgive him. Not today. Maybe not tomorrow. But something inside me, deep down, told me that there was still a chance for him to make things right, if he was truly willing to try.
โI need time,โ I said softly, my voice steady but pained. โI need time to think about everything.โ
He nodded, tears in his eyes. โIโll wait. Iโll wait for as long as it takes.โ
As I sat there, the silence finally settling between us, I realized something: sometimes, the hardest thing isnโt forgiving someone elseโitโs forgiving yourself for letting things go on for too long.
I didnโt have the answers yet, but one thing was clear: I wasnโt going to let this break me. Whatever came next, I was going to face it with my head held high.
And maybe, just maybe, we could find a way back to each other.
But first, I needed to heal.
If youโve ever been through something like this, rememberโyou are not alone. Sometimes, the hardest moments lead to the biggest lessons. Like, knowing when to walk awayโฆ or when to stand firm and fight for what you deserve. If youโve experienced something similar, or if you found strength in this story, feel free to share it. It might just help someone else who needs it.
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