I ordered a brand new little purse, and found a well-used and scuffed one instead. But look what I found inside it! It’s karma, girls!
The purse was supposed to be a sleek black crossbodyโleather, gold accents, trendy, the kind of thing you wear to brunch just to look like your life is together. It was a birthday treat to myself after a long month of extra shifts. When the package arrived, I practically ran to my apartment like a kid with candy. But the second I tore it open, my smile dropped.
The bag looked like it had been through some things. The corners were frayed, the zipper was loose, and the inside smelled faintly like cinnamon gum and stale perfume. I checked the shipping label twice to make sure it hadnโt been rerouted from a lost-and-found. Nope, addressed to me. From the company. I was fuming.
I sat on my couch, half-laughing in that โI might cryโ way, scrolling through the return policy when I heard something rattle inside. Curiosity overrode irritation. I reached in and found a small, zipped compartment at the backโone I hadnโt noticed at first because it was tucked beneath a flap. My fingers brushed against something smooth and cool.
It was a key. Just a simple house key on a thin chain, tangled with a folded, yellowing paper. I unfolded it, expecting maybe a receipt, or something boring like an old grocery list. But what I found had my heart skipping a beat.
It was a letter. Handwritten. The ink had smudged in some places like it had been clutched during a good cry or caught in the rain. The top said: To whoever finds thisโif you do, I hope youโre kinder than I was.
I stared at it, stunned. There were no names. Just a few lines about regrets, choices, and something about a box in an attic. โFlat 3A, 19 Alderney Lane,โ it ended with. I blinked. That was less than ten miles from me.
Now, Iโm not usually the type to go full Nancy Drew. I have laundry piles taller than me and commitment issues with TV shows longer than two seasons. But something about the handwriting… something about that line, โI hope youโre kinder than I wasโ, sat in my chest like a stone.
So, I tossed the purse into my tote, grabbed my keys, and drove to Alderney Lane before I could talk myself out of it.
The building was old. Ivy crawled up one side like it had claimed it decades ago. I rang the bell for 3A. Nothing. I waited a bit, then tried knocking, then pacing, then knocking again, this time louder.
Still nothing.
I was about to leave when an older woman from the flat across the hall cracked her door open. โYou looking for Lydia?โ she asked, eyeing me suspiciously over her cat-print robe.
I explained, briefly, that Iโd received a package with something that might belong to someone who livedโor used to liveโthere.
โLydia moved out months ago,โ she said, squinting. โLeft in the middle of the night. Didnโt take much. Justโฆ disappeared.โ
That stopped me. โShe just left everything?โ
โYep. Landlord came by two weeks later, cleaned it out. Told me she hadnโt paid rent in three months. Real shame. Sweet girl butโฆ troubled.โ
That word. Troubled. It always carries a weight people donโt want to explain.
I asked if she had any forwarding address or way to contact her, but the woman shook her head. โAll I know is, the landlord lives two streets over. Nameโs Barry Miller. Try him.โ
So I did.
Barry was a gruff man in his sixties who had the temperament of a caffeine-deprived bouncer. He didnโt trust me at first, especially when I asked about a girl who used to live in his building and mightโve left behind a mysterious note and key.
But once I showed him the purse, and the letter, something in him softened. He told me the unit was empty, but if I wanted to look around, I could. โThereโs an attic door. Hard to spot. Maybe thatโs what she meant in the letter.โ
The apartment was bare. Walls stripped, floor scuffed. It didnโt smell like anyone had lived there in months. But in the hallway closet, behind a loose panel, I found the attic crawl space. And in thereโa single dusty box. Unmarked.
I sat on the floor and pulled it open.
Inside were photos. Letters. A few trinkets. A charm bracelet with missing pieces, a dried corsage, an old flip phone with a cracked screen. One photo in particular caught my eye: a young woman, probably Lydia, with another girl who looked strikingly similarโmaybe a sister? They were laughing, mid-motion, like someone had called their name as the photo snapped.
There was also a diary.
And hereโs where things took a turn I didnโt expect.
The diaryโwell, it wasnโt really a diary. It was more like confessions. The kind you never say out loud.
Lydia had a younger sister named Clara. Theyโd grown up in foster care after being separated from their mother. Lydia had practically raised Clara, sacrificing college, jobs, and relationships for her. But somewhere along the way, resentment started to grow. Clara got into a good university, started building a lifeโand pulled away.
Lydiaโs entries spiraled between heartbreak, guilt, and what she called her โone unforgivable act.โ
It wasnโt spelled out right away, but entry by entry, a story unfolded. When Clara was twenty-two, she got pregnant. The father bailed. Lydia, panicked at the idea of her sister going through what their own mother had, convinced her to terminate the pregnancy. Pressured her, actually. Manipulated her. Thatโs how Lydia wrote it.
And Clara did.
But she never forgave her.
That was the beginning of the end. They stopped speaking. Lydia moved out of state, then drifted back. She tried to make amends, but Clara wouldnโt answer her calls. The last entry was dated two years ago. It said, โIf this purse ever finds someone new, maybe theyโll understand what it feels like to carry something you canโt give back.โ
I sat there for a long time. Reading. Re-reading. Wondering if Clara ever got the apology Lydia wrote in every single page. Wondering if she even knew how much her sister regretted it all.
Then, I had an idea.
The flip phone. Maybe, just maybe, there was still something on it.
I charged it at home with an old cable I found in my junk drawer. It was slow, ancient, but eventually powered up. To my surprise, it still had one contact saved: โClara ๐.โ And even more shockingโrecent texts.
Lydia: Iโm sorry. Please.
Lydia: I have something for you. If you want it.
Lydia: I left it in the purse. Youโll know.
She meant to send it to Clara.
That purse wasnโt supposed to come to me.
I sat there, blinking like an idiot at the screen. Then I did the completely unhinged thing: I texted her.
โHi Clara. I donโt know you, but I think I have something that was meant for you. Please call me if this number still works.โ I left my name and number, then stared at the wall like a stalker in a true crime doc.
I didnโt expect a reply.
But she called the next morning.
Her voice was hesitant, young but steady. โYou have Lydiaโs purse?โ she asked.
I told her everything. From the scuffed leather to the attic box. I didnโt sugarcoat it. I figured if sheโd ignored Lydia for years, she had her reasons. But she was silent for a long time. Then said, โWhere are you?โ
We met that afternoon at a coffee shop near her office. She was sharp, composed, in a navy pantsuit and no-nonsense heels. But when I handed her the box, her hands shook.
She didnโt open it right away. She just held it like something sacred.
โI thought she hated me,โ she whispered.
โShe thought you hated her,โ I said.
Then she started crying.
We sat there for almost two hours. She told me more about their childhoodโhow they used to sleep in the same bed because Lydia was scared of storms. How Lydia skipped prom to work overtime so Clara could buy a dress. How Clara did regret the abortionโbut more than that, she regretted letting her sister carry the blame alone.
She admitted she got the texts. She saw them. But pride, painโwhatever it wasโkept her from replying. โI didnโt think it mattered anymore,โ she said.
Now, it did.
We stayed in touch after that. A few months later, Clara called me to say Lydia had been foundโshe was alive, living under a different name in a womenโs shelter, trying to get clean. The diary didnโt mention addiction, but Clara said the guilt had taken its toll, and Lydia had fallen into bad company and worse habits.
But she was getting help. And now, she had her sister back.
The purse had made it to the wrong personโbut maybe, in the right way.
And me? I got my refund for the purse, donโt worry. But I didnโt send it back. I kept it, scratches and all. It sits in my closet now, with the note folded neatly inside.
Sometimes, life drops something messy in your lap, and your first instinct is to get rid of it. But if you look closelyโreally lookโthere might be a second chance tangled in the zipper.
Karma isnโt always about punishment. Sometimes, itโs about deliverance.
If this story made you pause, or made you think of someone you should reach out toโshare it. You never know who might be carrying something they donโt know how to let go of.
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