My own daughter pointed her phone at a stranger for half an hour while the soldiers around her laughed, and I stood behind them and let it go on. “Y’all, she got that rifle out of a cereal box,” Chelsea said to thousands of people watching. I’d worn the uniform for nineteen years. I should have ended it before the sky did.

Twenty-two soldiers, doubled over.

Loud, ugly laughing, the sort that carries across a gravel lot and lets a person know where she ranks before anybody asks who she is.

And my kid was running the camera.

The target of all that had parked a rusted hatchback with a busted taillight at the far end of the range at Fort Carson.

She was pulling a rifle out of a foam case.

Mint green. All of it.

Butt to muzzle, scope included. Like a bowl of pistachio ice cream.

“Does it come with sprinkles?” somebody said from the back row.

Chelsea was already live. Corporal Chelsea Hubbard, twenty-four, my only daughter, and the viewer count up in the corner wouldn’t stop going up.

“Okay, people,” she said, swinging the lens over to the rifle. “Some lady off the street brought a pistachio popgun to shoot next to the real ARMY.”

Everybody lost it.

The woman never lifted her head. She set her things out on a card table like the noise was happening to somebody in Ohio.

Her hands had a tremble.

Small. But there.

They caught it. Naturally they caught it.

“Lady can’t keep a COFFEE cup still, man.”

“Ten dollars says it lands on her foot.”

Brian Pillai ran that range the whole week. He came over with his hands on his hips and parked himself across the card table from her.

“These lanes are for people who wear the uniform,” he said. “Ring steel once at eight hundred and we’ll talk about you staying.”

She clicked the turret on the scope twice. Tested the breeze with her thumb. Penciled something into a green pocket notebook.

Then she gave him her number.

“Put me out at five thousand.”

That ended them.

Grown men leaning on each other to stay upright. Nobody hits anything at five thousand meters. It’s a line you’d use at a bar to get a free beer.

Mint-green gun. Trembling hands. Five thousand.

I didn’t laugh.

I’d watched hands do exactly that. Kandahar, 2011. Our medic came home with nerve damage in both wrists and could still outshoot the whole company the week he retired.

He ate sunflower seeds shells and all. Nobody ever broke him of it.

I took a few steps her way and watched her breathing.

In for four. Out for six.

Every page in that notebook was packed with penciled columns, wind numbers and some other figure I didn’t know.

Something in my chest squeezed.

“Chelsea,” I said. “Turn it off.”

“Dad, there’s nine thousand people on,” she said. “Chill.”

About then the gravel under my boots began to buzz.

Low at first, from behind the ridge. Pillai was still grinning. Chelsea was still filming. The guys were still cracking up.

And then the buzz grew into a ROAR that rattled the card table.

Two helicopters cleared the ridge, low enough to rip the dust off the lot in sheets. Nobody had approved that. Nobody on that entire post COULD have approved that.

Every phone sank to belt level.

All that laughing just shut off.

A third one, flat gray with nothing painted on its tail, split off from its escorts and dropped right onto our end of the range.

My gut went cold. I’d ridden in the back of that aircraft once, in 2009, on a night I’ve never put in writing.

Its skids touched gravel fifteen yards from her card table.

Somebody inside hauled the door open.

Down came a major general. Two stars. Two men followed him in khakis and dark windbreakers, the sort of men who don’t carry business cards.

Pillai didn’t exist to those men. Neither did I.

They went right through twenty-two soldiers who’d forgotten what to do with their arms.

The three of them halted beside the lady with the mint-green rifle.

Off came the general’s cap. Then, with my daughter’s phone aimed straight at him, he raised a salute to her.

“Mrs. Santoro,” he said, so every phone on that lot could hear. “Something’s come up. PACK YOUR CASE, YOU’RE LEAVING NOW.”

Chelsea’s phone drooped. The number up in the corner leapt. Thirty-one thousand. Sixty-two thousand.

My daughter’s mouth hung open and nothing came out of it.

Darcy Santoro lifted her face off the glass for the first time that morning.

She gave Pillai one long look.

Then she faced the general with a question, and every soldier on that lot figured out who they’d spent half an hour mocking.

Somebody the Army sends helicopters to fetch.

“What’s he calling himself now?” she said.

The general said nothing. One nod.

She slid a photograph out from inside that green notebook and turned it toward him.

I saw the face.

My legs quit on me.

Because in 2014 I folded the flag at that man’s funeral.

Fifteen yards

It was Doc.

Staff Sergeant Emilio Bellucci. Our medic. The man with the bad wrists who could still outshoot the company.

He had a beard in the photograph, going silver along the jaw. Doc never had a beard in his life.

A white pickup sat behind him, snow on the ground, and he squinted at whoever held the camera. Ten years past the man we’d put in that box, at least.

I’d handed his mother the flag off that box, the day we buried him.

My knee had hit the gravel. I don’t remember going down.

“That’s Doc,” I said.

Nobody was meant to hear it. The rotor was still turning and the general had his cap under his arm.

Darcy Santoro heard it.

Half an hour we’d mocked her, and she’d kept her eyes on that scope.

She looked at me for the first time. Her eyes went to my chest, to the name tape over the pocket.

HUBBARD.

Something moved in her face and then it was put away.

The general checked his watch. “Ma’am. We need to go.”

She broke the rifle down on the card table. Her hands shook through all of it and it didn’t slow her down at all.

Bolt, scope, the bipod legs folded flat.

She laid it in the foam and closed the lid.

One of the windbreaker men put his hand out for the case.

“Leave that,” he said. “We have what you need.”

She didn’t hand it to him. She carried it herself to the rusted hatchback, set it in the back, and locked the hatch with a key.

Then she walked toward me, not the aircraft.

I got up off the gravel. My knee was bleeding through the pant leg a little and I didn’t care.

She took my hand and turned it palm up. She put her car keys in it. There was a plastic tooth on the ring, from a dentist in Pueblo.

“Get my car off your range,” she said.

“Ma’am, I don’t…”

“He said you’d be the one who didn’t laugh.”

Her voice was flat. Like she was reading me a grocery list.

Then she looked past my shoulder.

Chelsea hadn’t moved. The phone still hung at her hip, still live, the lens pointed at the dirt.

Darcy looked at the name tape on my daughter’s chest. Same name as mine.

She looked back at me.

“That her?” she said.

The unit picnic, 2014

I said yes.

She nodded once, the same nod the general gave, and walked to the aircraft and climbed in.

The door slid shut. It lifted, tipped its nose, and was gone over the ridge before the dust came back down.

The keys were warm from her pocket.

I’ll tell you about Doc, because nothing after makes sense without him.

He came to my platoon in 2008. Short, thick through the shoulders, a mouth full of sunflower seeds from first formation to lights out.

He didn’t spit the shells. He chewed them up and swallowed them.

The guys used to bet on when it would kill him.

He wrote everything down in green pocket notebooks. The Army issues them by the box. Everybody figured he was keeping vitals on us.

He was keeping wind.

Every range, every lane, every day. Wind speed, direction, temperature, and his hits. He taught half my guys to shoot better than the instructors did.

In for four, out for six. Squeeze at the bottom of the out. That was the whole sermon.

In 2009 he and I got loaned out for one night. A gray aircraft, no paint on the tail, two windbreakers riding in back with us.

I’m not going to write down where we went. I’ll only say Doc came back with a phone number nobody gave me.

In 2011 in Kandahar a wall came down on his arms. Both wrists.

The surgeons put him back together but the nerves never came all the way back, and his hands shook from then on.

He still outshot the company. I saw it. He’d breathe and wait, and the shake would go quiet for maybe half a second at the bottom of the breath, and he’d send it right then.

He retired in 2013.

The next June the battalion had its picnic out by the lake on post, and Doc came anyway. Retirees do that.

Chelsea was twelve. Her mom and I had split by then and I had her for the summer.

She was bored out of her skull until Doc found out she’d never shot anything.

He walked her out to the little range behind the pavilion with a .22 and a box of shells.

I stood behind them with a paper plate of potato salad. I can still see it.

He wrapped a strip of white medical tape around the stock and wrote CHELSEA on it in block capitals.

Doc labeled everything with medical tape. His boots, his lunch, his coffee cup.

He even labeled her juice box.

“In for four,” he told her. “Out for six. Shoot at the bottom.”

She hit four out of five at a hundred yards.

He wrote it in his green notebook. She asked what he was writing.

“Your numbers,” he said. “Every shooter gets numbers.”

Then she told him, very seriously, that when she got a real rifle she wanted it pistachio green.

Like her ice cream. That was her flavor. That was her flavor every summer until she turned sixteen.

Doc didn’t laugh at her. He wrote that down too.

“When you make corporal,” he said. “I’ll build you one. Pistachio. You have my word.”

She was twelve. She didn’t know what a corporal was. She said okay.

That October Doc went overseas on a contract job, the kind retirees take.

A month later they told us he died there. A helicopter went down.

They said there wasn’t enough left for an open casket.

I volunteered for the funeral detail in Pueblo.

I folded the flag with a kid from the honor guard and knelt before his mother.

Rosario Bellucci. Seventy years old, a rosary in one fist. I said the words they make you memorize.

There was a younger woman in the row behind her with her hands jammed in the pockets of a blue coat.

She never took them out. I never looked at her face.

I’ve thought about that coat a lot since Saturday.

Chelsea forgot about the pistachio rifle. Kids do.

She enlisted at nineteen. Three weeks before that Saturday on the range she’d pinned on corporal.

The battalion put her picture on its Facebook page like it does for every promotion.

I shared it. I was proud.

And I was eleven weeks from a list.

The sergeant major list. Six years I’d waited for my sequence number to come up, and it was finally on there, pending the board’s release.

A clean file was all I had to keep.

So that’s who we were on Saturday morning.

A man waiting on a list. A daughter with a brand-new stripe and a phone.

And now the keys of a dead man’s sister were in my hand.

Sixty-two thousand

Chelsea ended the stream with her thumb. Her hand was shaking worse than Darcy’s had.

The count froze on the screen at sixty-two thousand and some.

For a while nobody on that lot said one word. The helicopters were a hum somewhere over the foothills and then they weren’t even that.

Pillai was the first one to move.

He walked right into our circle with his hands back on his hips. Same stance he’d used on Darcy.

“Okay,” he said. “Listen up. Nobody saw nothing. That was a VIP movement and none of us are cleared to talk about VIP movements. Range is cold. Everybody packs up.”

Nobody moved.

“I said pack up.”

They packed up.

He turned on Chelsea. “Corporal. That video. Take it down. Right now.”

She looked at me.

I should tell you what I was thinking. Mostly I was thinking about a man’s face with a beard on it.

“Take it down, Chels,” I said.

She tapped through the screens. Her thumb slipped twice. Then the video was gone from her page.

“It’s still in my cloud,” she said. “Everything I stream backs up. Some page stole a video from me last year.”

“Then kill that too,” Pillai said.

She put the phone in her cargo pocket. She didn’t kill anything. Pillai was already walking away.

I drove the hatchback off the range myself. It smelled like gun oil and an old french fry somewhere under the seat.

The busted taillight ticked every time I hit a bump.

I parked it in my driveway. Behind my truck.

I didn’t open the back. It wasn’t my case.

Around four o’clock Chelsea called me from the barracks.

“Dad.” Her voice was wrong. “It’s everywhere.”

Somebody in those sixty-two thousand had screen-recorded the whole thing. Somebody else had cut it down to fifty seconds: the mint-green rifle, the laughing, the gray aircraft dropping in, the general baring his head, the salute.

It was on a page with three million followers by suppertime.

The caption on it said ARMY MOCKS CIVILIAN, GETS HUMBLED.

Under it, thousands of comments. People had found Chelsea’s name off her tape. People had found her Facebook. People had found the battalion’s page with her promotion picture on it.

She read me some of the comments. I asked her to stop.

“There’s more,” she said.

At six the battalion called. Every soldier who’d been on that lot was to write a sworn statement by Monday at 0900.

The aircraft in the video had no business on anybody’s phone. The men in windbreakers officially didn’t exist either.

And someone at brigade had asked who was in charge of the range that morning.

That was Pillai.

And who was the senior noncommissioned officer present.

That was me.

I went out and stood in the driveway with my coffee and looked at the rusted hatchback.

On my phone, in the fifty-second version, you could see me in the background for one second.

Standing behind my daughter with my hands in my pockets.

First Sergeant Kinga

Sunday morning I drove in to the company area.

Heather Kinga was in her office. First sergeant of Chelsea’s company and my friend for fifteen years.

We came up together as staff sergeants. I was at her wedding.

She was at Doc’s funeral, three seats down from me.

She had the fifty-second video open on her computer when I walked in. She closed it.

“Sit down, Phil,” she said.

I sat.

“I’m going to tell you something as your friend, and then I’m going to tell you something as a first sergeant. Which one first?”

“Friend.”

“Write that you were at the far end of the lot. Write that you saw a civilian on the range and a VIP pickup. That’s it. That’s all true.”

“Most of it.”

“All of it is true enough.” She leaned back. “You’re eleven weeks out from the list. You know what a flag on your file does. They pull you. You don’t get a do-over at fifty-three.”

“And as a first sergeant?”

She pushed a printed sheet across the desk at me.

It was Brian Pillai’s sworn statement. Typed, signed, dated Saturday night.

I read it twice.

He wrote that he had observed Corporal Hubbard begin an unauthorized live stream on an active range.

He wrote that he directed her to cease recording on three separate occasions.

He wrote that the corporal ignored his directions and continued to narrate the stream in an unprofessional manner.

He wrote that the civilian was on his range without proper clearance and that he had been in the process of removing her.

He did not write the word laugh anywhere.

I had stood there for thirty minutes. I had heard every word that man said.

He never once told my daughter to stop.

“That’s a lie,” I said.

“Maybe.”

“Heather, he’s the one who told her to get his good side.”

“Maybe.” She didn’t look away from me. “His promotion board is in two weeks. Brian is going to protect Brian. You know that. You protect you.”

“And Chelsea?”

“Chelsea is twenty-four. Worst case she loses the stripe she’s had for a month. She gets it back in a year. She’s young.” Heather tapped the desk with one finger. “You aren’t.”

I sat there and looked at the statement.

Out the window two privates were dragging a tarp across the parking lot. One of them kept stepping on it.

“Has Chelsea written hers yet?” I said.

“She’s coming in to sign it tomorrow at nine. With Captain Terrell. With Brian.”

“Signing what?”

Heather looked at me for a long second.

“Ask your daughter,” she said.

The kitchen table

Chelsea came over for supper that night. Sundays she does. I make spaghetti. It’s the one thing I make.

She parked her car behind the hatchback. When she came through the door she stood in the kitchen and looked out the window at it for a while before she said hi.

We ate. Neither of us talked much.

The statement form was in a manila folder on the counter. Mine. I’d filled it out the night before at this table and not signed it.

She saw it. She didn’t ask.

“Heather says you’re signing something tomorrow,” I said.

She twirled spaghetti around her fork and didn’t eat it.

“Chels.”

“I’m writing that Sergeant Pillai told me to stop and I didn’t.” She said it to her plate. “That’s all.”

“He didn’t tell you to stop.”

“I know he didn’t.”

“So why are you writing it?”

She put her fork down.

“Because he came by the barracks last night,” she said. “And he said if my statement backs his, then his statement doesn’t have your name in it. You were at the far end. You never saw a phone. He said he’d tell brigade you weren’t even close enough to hear.”

I didn’t say anything.

“And if I don’t back him, he puts you in it. Standing right there. The senior guy who let it run thirty minutes and didn’t do a thing.” At last she raised her eyes. “He’s got you in the video, Dad. In the background. Everybody’s seen it.”

“I know.”

“You’ve been waiting on that list since I was in high school.”

“Chelsea.”

“I’m a corporal. They take my stripe. I get it back. That’s it. That’s the whole cost.” Her chin was going. She held it still. “You get one shot at sergeant major. I’m not taking it from you over a video I made.”

There it was. My kid, cutting a deal with a man like Brian Pillai, to protect me.

I tried. I’ll say that much for me.

I told her a false statement is a crime. I told her Pillai would own her for the rest of her time at Carson.

I told her I didn’t want the list that way.

She said I didn’t get to decide that for her. She said she was an adult and a noncommissioned officer and she’d made her call.

I said I was her father.

“Yeah,” she said. “You were standing right there too.”

That one landed where she aimed it.

She picked up her plate and scraped it into the trash and rinsed it. She dried her hands on the towel over the oven door.

“I’m going back,” she said.

I walked her out. The porch light was on. Her headlights came on and lit up the hatchback, the rust on the back corner, the busted taillight.

She had her hand on her car door.

I took Darcy’s keys out of my pocket. The plastic tooth swung on the ring.

“She asked if you were you,” I said. “Right before she got in. She looked at your tape.”

Chelsea stood there with the engine running.

“Why would she care who I am?”

I held the keys out.

She came back up the driveway and took them.

The foam case

The hatch was stiff. Chelsea had to lean on it.

The foam case was right where Darcy had left it, wedged in sideways against a bag of road salt. Two latches. No lock.

Chelsea looked at me.

“Go ahead,” I said.

She popped the latches and lifted the lid.

The rifle lay in its cut foam in pieces. Every piece of it wore that same pale green.

Under the porch light it looked like something off a dessert menu.

It looked like what she’d called it on the stream.

The green notebook was tucked into a slot in the foam beside the scope.

Chelsea didn’t touch either of them.

She was looking at the inside of the lid.

A strip of white medical tape was stuck across the top of it. The edges had curled up a little with age. Block capitals in black marker.

CPL C. HUBBARD.
PISTACHIO, AS ORDERED.
IN 4 OUT 6.
DOC.

I heard her breathe in.

She didn’t breathe back out for a long time.

“Dad,” she said. “That’s Doc’s writing.”

“I know.”

“Doc’s dead.”

I let that sit. I took the notebook out of the foam and opened it across my truck’s hood under the light.

The first half was Doc’s hand. I knew it from ten years of range sheets.

Wind, temp, range, hits, and that extra column I’d seen over Darcy’s shoulder on Saturday.

The column had a letter T at the top. Under it were small numbers, two and three and four.

Below the T, in Doc’s printing, a line: beats between. Shoot in the quiet one.

His tremor. He’d been counting the shakes and shooting in the gap. For years.

I turned pages. Kandahar. Fort Carson. Then a page dated June 14, 2014.

Chelsea H., age 12. Lake range. .22, 100 yd. 4 of 5. In 4 out 6, first try. Wants it pistachio, like her ice cream. Told her when she makes corporal. Word given.

Chelsea read it over my arm.

She sat down on the bumper of the hatchback.

“I said popgun,” she said. “I said it came out of a cereal box.”

The back half of the notebook was a different hand. Rounder, slanted. Same columns. Same T. Smaller numbers in the T column, ones and twos.

Darcy.

The entries ran for years. Ranges in Utah, Wyoming, a quarry in Nevada. And one line in the margin from last month, in the round hand.

C.H. pinned CPL. Battalion page. Time to deliver.

The last entry was dated the Saturday before.

Fort Carson, lane 9. Zeroing for C.H. One group then find her.

Lane nine was the far lane. Where she’d set up her card table.

She hadn’t come to that range to show off anything. She came to sight in a rifle that a man had promised a twelve-year-old ten years ago.

And then go find the twelve-year-old.

The twelve-year-old had found her first. With a phone.

Chelsea put her face in her hands. Her shoulders went, and she didn’t make any sound at all.

I sat down on the bumper next to her. The car settled under us.

After a while she wiped her face on her sleeve and took her phone out of her cargo pocket.

She opened her cloud. Scrolled. Turned the screen to me.

One file. Saturday. Thirty-one minutes and forty seconds.

She hadn’t deleted it.

Captain Terrell’s office

Monday at 0900 there were five of us in a room built for three.

Captain Terrell behind his desk. Heather Kinga against the wall by the door.

Pillai in the chair closest to the captain, legs crossed, a manila folder on his knee.

Chelsea standing at parade rest. Me in the corner.

Pillai started talking before the captain finished saying good morning.

“Sir, I’ll make this quick for you, because I know brigade’s on your neck. I put it all in my statement. The corporal went live on an active range, I told her three times to shut it down, she kept going. The civilian had no business on my lanes and I was moving her off when the VIP showed up. That’s the whole event. The rest of this is the internet.”

“Corporal Hubbard,” the captain said. “Is that your account?”

Pillai smiled at her. Kind, like an uncle.

“Go ahead, Hubbard,” he said. “We talked about it. Just tell him what happened.”

Chelsea opened her mouth.

I put two things on the captain’s desk. My statement, signed at six that morning. And Chelsea’s phone, with the file open.

“Minute nineteen, sir,” I said.

Pillai uncrossed his legs.

“Sir, I don’t know what that is, but it’s a cut. It’s her phone. She could have done anything to it.”

The captain pressed play.

Pillai’s voice came out of the little speaker. Loud, happy.

“Get my good side, Corporal. Tell your people what we do with tourists on my range.”

Then the laughing. Twenty-two men. Then Chelsea’s voice, narrating. Then Pillai again, close to the lens.

“Ten more minutes and she cries. Keep it rolling.”

Captain Terrell stopped it.

He scrolled. He played other places. He played the place near the end where my voice says Chelsea, turn it off. He played it twice.

Nowhere in thirty-one minutes did Brian Pillai tell anybody to stop anything.

“Sir,” Pillai said. “With respect. Context matters here. I was building rapport with my soldiers. That’s leadership. You don’t run a range for a week with a stick up your butt. And she’s the one holding the phone. She’s an NCO. She knows the regs better than I do.”

“You wrote that you told her to cease recording three times,” the captain said.

“I said it in other words. Body language. She knew.”

“Body language.”

“Sir, look, you want to talk about who did what on that lot?” Pillai turned in his chair and pointed at me. “Then talk about him. Thirty minutes. He’s the senior man there. His own kid. He’s standing behind her with his hands in his pockets, start to finish. You see him in the video. Everybody in America has seen him in the video. Where’s his leadership? Ask him. Go ahead, ask him why he didn’t stop his own daughter.”

He looked at me then. He’d been waiting two days to say it.

“I kept you out of this, Phil. I did you a favor. I had you at the far end. You’d have been on that list in eleven weeks, clean. All she had to do was sign.”

Heather looked at the floor.

“I know,” I said.

Captain Terrell picked up my statement and turned to the second page.

He read it to himself. I knew which paragraph he was on.

I was the senior noncommissioned officer present. I stood fifteen feet behind Corporal Hubbard for approximately thirty minutes while soldiers in my presence ridiculed a civilian woman, and I did not stop it. Sergeant First Class Pillai did not at any time direct the corporal to cease recording.

He set it down.

“Sergeant Hubbard,” he said. “You understand what this does to your file.”

“Yes, sir.”

“To the list.”

“Yes, sir.”

Pillai laughed. One short sound with nothing in it.

“Unbelievable,” he said. “You know what you just did? Nineteen years, Hubbard. Nineteen years, and you torched it for a lady with a green toy. You don’t even know her. She’s not even Army. She’s a civilian with the shakes and a car that should be in a junkyard. You’ve thrown away sergeant major. Your kid’s still going to get hammered. Nobody wins here. You get that? Nobody.”

He was on his feet now. I don’t know when he’d stood up.

“Sit down, Sergeant Pillai,” the captain said.

He sat down.

The captain told him he was relieved of the range effective that minute.

He said the statement was going to the JAG office as a false official statement.

He said the promotion board would be informed. Pillai went white around the mouth and said nothing at all.

The captain told Chelsea she’d receive a written counseling and fourteen days of extra duty for the stream. She’d keep the stripe.

He told Heather he wanted to see her alone after.

He told me the letter for my file would come from the brigade commander and he couldn’t say what it would say. Then he said it would say enough.

Pillai stood up when we were dismissed, and he stopped at the door and looked at Chelsea.

“Your old man just bought you a whole lot of nothing,” he said. “Over a pink gun.”

“It’s green,” Chelsea said. “And it isn’t hers. It’s mine.”

Lane nine

The list came out on a Thursday in March.

I read it at the kitchen table on my phone. I scrolled it twice. Hubbard wasn’t on it.

I made coffee and drank it at the window.

The hatchback was gone by then. One morning in January it just wasn’t in the driveway.

I’d left the keys under the mat for whoever came. The keys were gone too.

On the welcome mat there was a plastic bag of sunflower seeds. In the shell.

Pillai retired in February. He didn’t make his board. I never saw him again.

Heather and I still eat lunch sometimes. We don’t talk about it.

In April the range opened for the first Saturday of the season. Chelsea asked if I’d come.

It was cold and bright. The gravel lot had maybe a dozen soldiers on it, a few of them the same ones from that morning. Nobody laughed at anything.

Chelsea took lane nine.

She set up the mint-green rifle on a card table she’d bought at a yard sale.

She’d spent the whole winter learning it. Most nights on the phone she’d tell me her numbers.

One of the young guys behind us lifted his phone.

Chelsea didn’t look up from the scope.

“Put it away, Specialist,” she said.

He put it away.

I stood behind her with nothing in my hands.

The steel at eight hundred was a little white square against the brown hill. Her breathing came slow. In for four. Out for six.

At the bottom of it, she let the shot go.

Out at eight hundred, the steel rang.

She opened the green notebook to a new page, and penciled the number in.

“Again,” I said.

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