I shoved the note toward her. “Suzie’s gone. She left me this.”
Her face drained of color as she read it. She sank onto the couch, gripping the paper so tightly it crumpled in her hands. “Oh, no,” she whispered.
I took a deep breath, trying to stay calm. “Mom, what did you do?”
She shook her head, her eyes filling with tears. “I—I thought I was helping.”
My stomach twisted. “Helping?”
She looked at the sleeping twins in their car seats and then back at me. “Suzie was planning to leave you. I found out a few months ago.”
“What?” My voice cracked. “That’s impossible! We were happy. She never—”
“She was scared, honey,” Mom interrupted. “She told me she felt trapped. That you were too focused on being the perfect husband and father, and she… she wasn’t ready.”
My mind spun. “That doesn’t make any sense.”
Mom wiped her eyes. “I told her if she wasn’t ready, she should go. That she’d only hurt you and the babies if she stayed out of guilt.”
My legs gave out, and I collapsed into the armchair. “You told her to leave?” My voice was barely above a whisper.
“She didn’t love you like you loved her, son,” Mom said, reaching for my hand. “I wanted to spare you.”
I pulled away. “You had no right.”
“I thought I was protecting you!” Mom’s voice cracked. “She would’ve left eventually.”
I felt like I was drowning. My wife was gone. My daughters were here, and I was supposed to raise them alone because my mother had taken it upon herself to ‘protect’ me from something I didn’t even see coming.
I stood up. “I need to find her.”
Mom’s face fell. “But the babies—”
“I’ll take care of them,” I said. “And I’ll find Suzie.”
The next few days were a blur of sleepless nights and frantic searching. I called her friends, checked her usual spots, even drove past places we used to go together. Nothing. It was as if she had vanished.
But then, a breakthrough.
A transaction on our joint bank account—a motel two towns over. My heart pounded as I packed a diaper bag, made sure the twins were secure in their car seats, and started driving.
When I arrived at the motel, I left the babies in the car with the engine running and knocked on the door of the room listed on the statement. My hands shook.
The door cracked open.
Suzie.
She looked different—exhausted, pale, her once-bright eyes filled with uncertainty. Her gaze flickered to the car behind me. “You brought them?”
“Of course I did,” I said. “They’re your daughters.”
She swallowed hard, stepping aside. “Come in.”
I picked up the baby carrier and walked inside. The room was small, cluttered with fast-food wrappers and a half-packed suitcase. Suzie sat on the edge of the bed, hugging her knees. “I didn’t mean for it to be like this.”
“Then why?” I asked. “Suzie, I thought we were happy.”
She looked down. “I was scared, okay? I love you, but… I don’t know if I can do this.”
Tears pricked my eyes. “Do what? Be a mother? Be my wife?”
“All of it,” she whispered. “I thought I was ready, but when I held them for the first time, I realized—I don’t know who I am anymore.”
I exhaled, running a hand through my hair. “Why didn’t you tell me?”
“I tried.” She wiped her eyes. “But every time, you were so excited. So sure of everything. I didn’t want to ruin that.”
I sat beside her. “Suzie, we’re a team. I can’t do this without you.”
She shook her head. “Your mom was right. You deserve someone who—”
“My mom was wrong,” I cut in. “She had no right to push you away. This is our family. You, me, and these two little girls. We figure it out together.”
She hesitated, looking at the babies. One of them stirred, making a soft whimpering sound. Suzie reached for her instinctively. The moment she held our daughter, something shifted in her face—fear and love tangled together.
“I don’t know how to be a mother,” she whispered.
“Neither do I,” I admitted. “But we’ll learn.”
She looked up at me. “Are you sure?”
I took her free hand. “I married you, Suzie. Not because I expected you to be perfect, but because I wanted to go through everything—good and bad—with you. If you need time, we’ll figure that out. But don’t let fear make the decision for you.”
A long silence stretched between us. Then, finally, she nodded. “Okay.”
Relief flooded through me. “Okay.”
We went home that night. Mom cried when she saw Suzie, apologizing over and over. Suzie forgave her, but we both agreed—we needed space.
The next few months were hard. Suzie had moments where she withdrew, overwhelmed by the reality of being a mother. I had moments where I felt helpless, unable to fix everything. But we talked. We learned. We leaned on each other.
And slowly, we found our way back.
Suzie started therapy. I cut back on trying to be the ‘perfect’ husband and instead focused on being present. We took turns with night feeds, held each other when we felt like we were failing, and celebrated the small victories—like the first time the twins slept through the night or the first time Suzie laughed again.
Love isn’t just about the good times. It’s about choosing each other, even when things get messy. Even when fear whispers that leaving might be easier.
If there’s one thing I learned, it’s this: Real love is built, not found. And sometimes, the strongest love stories are the ones you have to fight for.
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