The Road Back To Her

She called him and said that she still loved him and wanted him around. We decided to visit her together. I said I was sorry for what sheโ€™s going through. She frowned, looked at me, and said, โ€œYou? Sorry for me? Thatโ€™s rich.โ€

I didnโ€™t answer right away. The room was heavy with silence. He glanced at both of us, unsure whether to speak or disappear into the kitchen.

โ€œIโ€™m just saying,โ€ I muttered, trying not to sound defensive. โ€œI know this is hard for you. Thatโ€™s all.โ€

She didnโ€™t respond. Her eyes drifted to the window. Outside, kids were running through sprinklers on a hot June afternoon. For a moment, I wondered if she was trying to remember a time when things were simpler.

We had driven three hours to get there. He had been quiet most of the way, staring out the window like a passenger in his own life. I wanted to fix things, or at least understand them. But now that we were here, words felt like the wrong tool.

โ€œYou look tired,โ€ she finally said, her voice softer. โ€œLifeโ€™s getting to you too?โ€

I nodded. โ€œYeah. Lifeโ€™s been a lot lately.โ€

She stood up, walked to the fridge, and pulled out a bottle of iced tea. The same brand she used to keep in the fridge back when the three of us spent entire summers together. She poured three glasses.

I took mine and thanked her.

He didnโ€™t take his.

โ€œYou know,โ€ she said, sitting back down, โ€œI used to think that if people loved each other, that was enough.โ€

โ€œItโ€™s not?โ€ I asked quietly.

She smiled, but it didnโ€™t reach her eyes. โ€œNot even close.โ€

He finally spoke. โ€œI didnโ€™t mean for it to get this far. I thought I was doing the right thing. Giving space. Letting time sort things out.โ€

She looked straight at him. โ€œTime doesnโ€™t fix things. People do.โ€

That hit both of us. He leaned forward, elbows on his knees, like the words had taken the air out of him. I could feel something shifting between them, like a door being nudged open after being shut for too long.

โ€œI was scared,โ€ he admitted. โ€œYou were hurting, and I didnโ€™t know how to help. So I justโ€ฆ stayed away.โ€

She blinked fast. โ€œAnd I thought you didnโ€™t care. That you left because it was easier.โ€

I watched them talk like I wasnโ€™t even in the room. And honestly, I didnโ€™t mind. They had unfinished business, wounds they needed to clean out loud.

We sat there for a while, not really saying much. Just sipping iced tea and letting the air cool down the heat between us.

Later that evening, she made dinner. Nothing fancyโ€”pasta, garlic bread, and salad. But it was more than we expected. Or deserved, maybe.

โ€œI still donโ€™t get why you brought him,โ€ she said to me, casually tossing lettuce into a bowl.

โ€œBecause I thought you wanted him here,โ€ I replied.

โ€œI did. I do,โ€ she said. โ€œBut you? Why did you come?โ€

It was a fair question. One I hadnโ€™t fully answered myself.

โ€œI came because I owed it to you. And maybe to him. Maybe to all of us.โ€

She paused and looked at me again. โ€œYouโ€™re braver than you used to be.โ€

โ€œIโ€™ve had to be.โ€

Dinner was good. Familiar, in a way that made the awkwardness soften. We didnโ€™t talk about the past directly, but it hung over every bite and glance.

Afterwards, we sat on the porch. The sky turned a deep orange, and the cicadas started singing. It felt like a lullaby from a different lifetime.

โ€œYou remember when we used to sit out here and talk about everything?โ€ she said.

โ€œYeah,โ€ he replied. โ€œBack when everything felt possible.โ€

โ€œAnd nothing hurt yet,โ€ I added.

We laughed a little. It was sad and sweet at the same time.

That night, we stayed in the guest room. She let him sleep in the living room, on the couch. Some boundaries were still in place, but the walls werenโ€™t as high anymore.

The next morning, she made coffee, and we all sat around like old friends trying to remember how to be close.

She opened up moreโ€”about the job she lost, the apartment she couldnโ€™t afford anymore, and the loneliness that wrapped around her like a fog.

โ€œI kept hoping someone would call,โ€ she said. โ€œEven if it was just to ask if I was still breathing.โ€

He looked down at his mug. โ€œI should have.โ€

โ€œYou both should have,โ€ she said, looking at me this time.

I nodded. โ€œYouโ€™re right.โ€

It hurt to admit, but we had let her down. In different ways, for different reasons, but the outcome was the same.

โ€œI donโ€™t hate you,โ€ she said suddenly. โ€œI wanted to. But I never really could.โ€

She was looking at me when she said it, and I felt something break loose inside. Regret, maybe. Or guilt finally running out of places to hide.

โ€œI didnโ€™t want to replace you,โ€ I said. โ€œBut when he came to me after you left, he was broken. I was too. We found each other in the wreckage. It wasnโ€™t planned.โ€

โ€œI know,โ€ she whispered. โ€œAnd I hated that it made sense.โ€

I reached across the table and squeezed her hand. โ€œIโ€™d give it all back if I could.โ€

She nodded, eyes glossy but no tears. โ€œMaybe. But it doesnโ€™t work like that.โ€

Later that afternoon, she pulled me aside while he was out back fixing a broken gate.

โ€œYou love him?โ€

I took a breath. โ€œYes.โ€

She nodded slowly. โ€œThen donโ€™t waste it. Donโ€™t do what I didโ€”holding grudges, waiting for people to read your mind.โ€

โ€œI wonโ€™t.โ€

She smiled at me for the first time in days. โ€œGood. Then maybe this wasnโ€™t all for nothing.โ€

Over the next few weeks, things started to change. We visited more often. Sometimes just me. Sometimes both of us.

She started writing againโ€”poems, mostly. Honest and messy, but beautiful.

He helped her repaint her kitchen. A small gesture, but it meant a lot.

One evening, she came over to our place. I cooked, he played guitar, and for the first time, it felt like we were writing a new chapter instead of mourning the old ones.

She wasnโ€™t trying to win him back. And I wasnโ€™t trying to erase her. We were learning to coexist in the complicated space between love, loss, and forgiveness.

Then, something happened that none of us saw coming.

She got a job offerโ€”in another city, six hours away. It was a good opportunity, working at a community arts center. Something she had dreamed of before everything fell apart.

When she told us, we were quiet for a moment. Then he smiled and said, โ€œYou should go.โ€

โ€œIโ€™m scared,โ€ she admitted. โ€œItโ€™s been a long time since something felt like mine.โ€

โ€œThatโ€™s exactly why you should take it,โ€ I said.

She left two weeks later. We helped her pack, loaded up the U-Haul, and waved goodbye as she pulled away.

For a while, we texted every few days. Then every week. Then less.

Life picked up. Work, bills, small moments. But something had shifted in all of us.

One day, out of the blue, she sent us a photoโ€”her in front of a mural she helped paint with some teens from the center. She looked happy. Not fake-happy. Free.

That night, he sat next to me on the couch and said, โ€œI think thatโ€™s the first time Iโ€™ve seen her truly at peace.โ€

โ€œMe too,โ€ I said. โ€œI think sheโ€™s finally found what she needed.โ€

We were quiet for a while, then he added, โ€œAnd I think I found what I need too.โ€

He reached for my hand. I squeezed it.

Months passed. She came to visit once, during the holidays. Brought homemade cookies and stories from her new life.

We sat around the table again. This time, it wasnโ€™t awkward. It wasโ€ฆ full-circle.

Before she left, she hugged me tight and whispered, โ€œThank you for loving him. Even when I couldnโ€™t.โ€

I didnโ€™t cry until she was gone.

We never became best friends. But we became something betterโ€”people who had hurt each other, grown, and chosen healing anyway.

That summer, we got married in a small garden. She sent flowers and a card that said, โ€œYou both earned this.โ€

Looking back, I realize now that love isnโ€™t always tidy. Itโ€™s not a straight line. Sometimes it loops, cracks, and reforms into something stronger.

We all want happy endings, but what we need are honest ones.

Forgiveness. Courage. Letting go. Showing up.

And maybe thatโ€™s the point.

If youโ€™ve ever lost someone you loved, or had to rebuild something broken, know this: itโ€™s okay to start over. Itโ€™s okay to change your mind. Itโ€™s okay to find peace in a different version of the story than the one you first imagined.

Because sometimes, the road back to someoneโ€ฆ leads you back to yourself.

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