The bottle of water was sweating a ring onto the defense table, and I kept moving it so it wouldn’t touch the binder.

That’s what I was doing when the judge said my name. Moving a water bottle two inches to the left, like that was the thing I could still control.

Four days earlier I’d been on Verna’s kitchen floor until after two in the morning with twenty-two steno pads around me in rubber-banded stacks. Before that, a dish towel in my hands while Sienna stood at the threshold wearing her muddy boots and told me, “Grandpa practices you crying.” Before that, a fat envelope with my own parents’ names over the word plaintiffs, and Mom on the phone telling me I pushed paper for the county.

Fifty-two acres outside Mauston. Assessed at $238,000. Signed to me in August 2023 at Verna’s own table with the pen tethered to the telephone cord.

Out in the hallway that Tuesday, Dad had looked at the empty seat beside me and said, “You brought a binder, Monica. Is this a book report?” Cade laughed into his coffee. Mom straightened my collar.

Then Baird stood up in courtroom 3 and offered me thirty-five thousand dollars. The same number my eleven-year-old had heard four times through a windshield.

So I stood up too, with my knees going, and told Judge Karam about the truck. I handed over eleven years of Verna’s handwriting. The judge recognized me from June. Mom told nobody that I do paperwork. I told the room what the paperwork is.

And now the judge had her glasses off, reading the tab with the yellow flag, and Baird was leaning back toward my father.

“Harvey. What happened in October?”

Dad didn’t answer. He was staring at the chair next to me.

OCT 2024

Judge Karam didn’t look up for a long time.

There’s a sound a courtroom makes when nobody in it is allowed to talk. The heat ticking. Somebody’s shoe. Cade’s coffee lid, because he kept pressing the little tab up and down with his thumb like a man trying to call an elevator.

Finally she set her glasses on the bench.

“Ms. Duda. Did you copy these entries, or are these the originals?”

“The pages are copies, Your Honor. The pads are in the box under my table. All twenty-two.”

“Bring me October 2024.”

I knew which one by the rubber band. Verna used the red ones off the broccoli for the pads she wanted to find again. I’d laughed about that at two in the morning, alone on her floor, and then I’d stopped laughing.

The clerk carried the pad up. Judge Karam turned it open to the page I’d photocopied, and she held my copy beside it, and she looked from one to the other the way I look at a bank statement when somebody tells me the old lady wanted to give her nephew a boat.

Then she did something I didn’t expect.

“I’m going to read this into the record,” she said. “Mr. Baird, your clients should hear it from the bench and not from their daughter.”

Baird said, “Your Honor, we haven’t had the opportunity to—”

“You’ve had two years, counselor. It’s dated.”

She put her glasses back on.

“October fourteenth, 2024. Monday. Harvey and Cade, 3:10. Brought the solar paper again. Twenty-five-year lease. Harvey says the company pays Cade’s outfit to manage it. Harvey says they’ll give me thirty-five thousand for the whole fifty-two and I live here till I die, rent free, very generous. I said what’s it worth. Cade said doesn’t matter Aunt Vern. I said I’ll think about it. Harvey said no you won’t, you’ll forget by Christmas. I said I don’t forget anything Harvey I write it down. He said” and here the judge stopped, and went on in the same flat voice, “‘You won’t know the difference by spring.’ They left 3:40. Cade took two of the oatmeal cookies.”

Nobody moved.

Then she turned the page.

“Same date, lower. Called Monica 6:15. Asked her to drive me to Dempsey’s office Thursday. Did not tell her why. She’ll fuss.”

I had driven her to Dempsey’s office that Thursday. I’d sat in the waiting room reading a fishing magazine from 2009 because I thought she was having him look at the property tax. She came out and asked if I wanted a malt.

The judge looked down at Baird’s table.

“Thirty-five thousand,” she said. “Two years ago. To your client’s sister. And thirty-five thousand to his daughter this morning.”

Dad’s hands were flat on his knees. His lips weren’t moving anymore. I’d watched them keep time with Baird for twenty minutes, and now there was nothing for them to keep time with.

Mom turned in her seat.

“Harvey,” she said. “You told me you never talked to her about selling.”

She said it too loud for a courtroom. She heard that it was too loud. She turned back around and put her purse on her lap like the purse was the thing that needed holding.

Cade said, “It was a lease, Mom, not a sale.”

“It says thirty-five thousand for the whole fifty-two, Cade.”

“That’s Verna’s handwriting. She got things mixed—”

He stopped. Even Cade could hear it.

Judge Karam folded her hands.

“Mr. Baird. Your verified complaint states your clients ‘never sought any interest in the property during the decedent’s lifetime.’ Mr. Duda signed it under oath. Is that still your clients’ position?”

Baird looked at my father for an answer, and my father looked at me.

I want to tell you I looked back at him like a hero.

I looked at the water bottle. It had made another ring.

“We’ll take fifteen minutes,” the judge said. “Mr. Baird, I suggest you spend them with your client. Ms. Duda, stay where you are.”

She went through the door behind the bench.

Behind me, Mom’s purse hit the floor.

Fifteen Minutes

They didn’t take the conference room. Baird tried. He had a hand on Dad’s elbow and was steering him toward the side door, and Dad pulled the elbow back like a kid in a grocery store and walked to my table instead.

Up close he smelled like the aftershave he’s worn since 1990. The blue bottle. I bought it for him every Christmas until I was thirty.

“You went through her pantry,” he said.

“She left me the pantry, Dad.”

“You went through a dead woman’s private—”

“You told a judge she couldn’t keep track of the days.” I put my hand on the binder. “She kept track of the minutes. 3:10 to 3:40. She timed you.”

“She was eighty-two years old.”

“And she wrote down what you said to her.”

He leaned over the table. Baird said “Harvey” in the voice lawyers use when they can see the bill getting bigger.

“Your aunt,” Dad said, “was going to let that ground sit there and go to weeds. Cade had a real company. Real money. Twenty-five years of checks. You know what you’d have done with it? Driven out once a month to look at it and cried.”

There it was. The crying again. He couldn’t leave it alone.

“Sienna told me you did my crying for her,” I said. “Four times. She said you laughed on the last one.”

He blinked.

“She’s eleven, Monica. I was joking around.”

“She walked past your truck without waving. She stood in the door in her muddy boots. She knows the rule about boots, Dad. She didn’t move.”

That landed somewhere. I don’t know where. His mouth opened and closed and nothing came out of it, and for a second he was just a seventy-one-year-old man in a sport coat that was too big in the shoulders.

Then Mom was there.

She’d picked up her purse. Her lipstick was off on one side, like she’d pressed her mouth against the back of her hand.

“Did you know?” she said to me. “Did you know before today?”

“Since Friday. Two in the morning.”

“And you didn’t call me.”

“You’re the plaintiff, Mom.”

She took that like a slap. Then she turned to Dad.

“You told me Verna was confused. You sat in my kitchen and you told me she’d called you by Daddy’s name. You said she’d left the stove on.” She was crying now, the real kind, the kind that makes your nose run. “I signed that paper because you told me my own daughter was taking advantage of a sick old woman. I told my sister. I told the women at church, Harvey.”

“Irene, sit down.”

“Did she leave the stove on?”

He didn’t answer. Mom looked at me.

“Did she?”

“She turned it off with a wooden spoon so she wouldn’t burn her fingers on the knob,” I said. “Every time. It’s in the pads. She wrote it down when she got a new spoon.”

Mom laughed, an awful little laugh, and sat down hard in the front row of the gallery.

Cade had stayed by the plaintiff table. He had his phone out. He wasn’t typing, just holding it.

“Mon,” he said, from across the aisle. “Monica. I didn’t know Dad said the spring thing.”

“You were there, Cade. It says Harvey and Cade, 3:10.”

“I was in the bathroom.”

“You took two oatmeal cookies.”

He looked at the phone. It was ringing. He didn’t pick it up, and it rang again, and he turned it face down on the table like that would help.

“Who is that?” Mom said.

“Nobody.”

“Cade.”

“It’s the solar people,” he said. “Nico. They want to know about Thursday.”

I hadn’t known anything about a Thursday. Neither had Mom. You could see it on her.

“What’s Thursday?” she said.

“The signing. If today went—” He stopped again. He was getting better at stopping. “If today went fine, I was supposed to sign the lease Thursday. They already put money down on the panels.”

“On whose land?” Mom said.

Nobody answered her. The phone buzzed against the table.

The door behind the bench opened, and the bailiff said, “All rise.”

Dad stood up last.

The Stand

Judge Karam didn’t sit right away. She stood behind the bench with Verna’s October pad in her hand, the red broccoli band around her wrist like she’d forgotten to take it off.

“Mr. Baird. Has your client reconsidered?”

Baird stood and buttoned his jacket, and for the first time all morning it took him two tries.

“Your Honor, my clients move to voluntarily dismiss.”

“I’m sure they do. Sit down.” She sat. “Mr. Duda, come up here, please. You don’t need to be sworn again. You were sworn when you signed your complaint.”

Dad looked at Baird. Baird looked at the table.

Dad walked up. He stood beside the witness box like he wasn’t sure if he was allowed in it, and the judge waved her hand, and he sat.

“Mr. Duda. Did you visit your sister on October fourteenth, 2024?”

“I visited my sister a lot of days.”

“With a lease from a solar company?”

“Cade had some papers. I don’t remember the date.”

“She did.” Judge Karam held up the pad. “Did you offer her thirty-five thousand dollars for her farm?”

“It was an offer to help her. She couldn’t keep up the place. Monica was paying her taxes, for God’s sake.” He pointed at me. “Ask her. Twelve thousand dollars. Who does that unless they want something?”

“Ms. Duda?”

I stood.

“Twelve thousand five hundred sixty, Your Honor. Four Decembers, the bad milk years. Three thousand one hundred forty each. The receipts are under the 2016 through 2019 tabs.” I sat back down.

“You knew she was paying them,” the judge said to Dad.

“Everybody knew.”

“Did you ever pay them?”

He didn’t answer.

“Mr. Duda. Did you tell your sister, ‘You won’t know the difference by spring’?”

And here’s the thing about my father. He has always been able to say whatever he needs to say. At the co-op, at church, at my wedding, at my divorce. He practices. He’d practiced this whole morning in his truck with my child in the seat next to him.

He hadn’t practiced this.

“She was getting old,” he said. “I meant she’d be comfortable. She wouldn’t have to worry about it.”

“That’s not what you meant,” Mom said from the front row.

The judge let it go.

“She was my sister,” Dad said, and his voice cracked in the middle of it, and I thought, there it is. There’s the crying. He did mine and now he’s doing his. “She was supposed to leave it to the family.”

“Mr. Duda, she did,” Judge Karam said. “She left it to your daughter.”

He put his face in his hands.

I’d seen my father cry exactly once, at Grandma’s funeral, in the car, with the radio up. This was louder. Nobody went to him. Baird wrote something on his legal pad. Cade sat with his face-down phone. Mom stayed in the front row with her purse.

The judge waited until he was done. Then she read it out, plain, one thing after another, like a list of groceries.

The August 2023 will was valid and admitted.

The complaint was dismissed with prejudice. Which means never again, she said, looking at Dad, not at Baird.

The plaintiffs would pay the defendant’s costs, filing to copying, every page of the green binder, and she’d like my itemized list by Friday.

“I’ll have it by tonight,” I said.

“I believe you will.”

And because Harvey Duda swore in a verified complaint that he had never sought any interest in that property while his sister was alive, and the court now had his sister’s contemporaneous record and his own answers on this stand, she was referring the matter to the district attorney for review of false statements under oath.

“Your Honor—” Baird said.

“Mr. Baird, you’ll want to talk to him about getting his own lawyer for that part. I’d recommend it isn’t you.”

Dad lifted his face out of his hands.

“Monica,” he said. “Tell her. Tell her I’m your father.”

Everybody looked at me. The bailiff. The clerk. Cade with his phone. Mom.

“She knows, Dad,” I said. “It’s on the cover sheet.”

The Phone Cord

Out in the hallway the floor cleaner smell was gone and it was just burnt coffee.

Cade’s phone was ringing again. This time he answered it by the window where they’d all stood that morning, four of them, while I sat with a binder and a bottle of water.

I didn’t mean to listen. It’s a small hallway.

“No, Nico, it’s not happening. No. The will held. It’s my sister’s. Yes, I know about the panels. I know about the deposit.” A long stretch. “Forty-one thousand? On my name?” Another stretch. “I’ll call you back.”

He hung up and stood with his forehead against the glass.

Mom came out of the bathroom with her lipstick fixed on both sides. She saw him, and she saw me, and she came to me first.

“Monica.” She reached up for my collar again, out of habit, and then she stopped and put her hand down. “Fourteen years.”

“Yes.”

“Financial abuse of old people.”

“Elderly people, Mom. Nobody at the county says old.”

“I told the whole Ladies’ Aid you were a clerk.” She was crying again, quietly this time. “What do I say to them?”

“Say I’m good at paperwork.”

She laughed through it, a wet sound. Then she said, “I’m going to Darlene’s tonight. I’m not going home with him.” She looked down the hallway at Dad, who was sitting on the bench where I’d sat alone that morning, with Baird standing over him talking low. “I’ll call you. If that’s all right.”

“Call me Sunday,” I said. “Sienna has a game Saturday.”

She nodded and went to the elevator without stopping by the bench.

Dad watched her go. Then he watched me pick up my box of steno pads.

“That land’s going to sit there,” he said. He didn’t get up. “You’ll see. It’ll go to weeds.”

I didn’t stop walking.

“I’ve got a lot of spring to find out,” I said, and the elevator doors closed on the bench, and the bailiff, and my father in his blue-bottle aftershave sitting where the empty chair had been.

The DA’s office called the following Wednesday. I wasn’t allowed to be the one who handled it, which was fair, so Arjun from my unit took the file, and I took a long lunch. Baird filed his withdrawal on Thursday. The solar company sent Cade a letter on Friday demanding the forty-one thousand dollars back from the panel order he’d signed for personally, and he called me that night for the first time in two years and asked if I’d look at it, professionally.

I said I’d send him a list of three lawyers who call people back.

The check for my costs came from Baird’s office on the twentieth. Eleven hundred sixty-two dollars and forty cents. The forty cents was the last page of the binder, the one with the yellow flag. I didn’t cash it for a week. I just liked it on the fridge.

The Sunday after the hearing I drove Sienna out to the farm.

It was cold, that clean November cold where the fields go silver in the morning. The woodstove took two tries. Sienna fed it paper while I fed it kindling, and she got soot on her nose and didn’t care.

“Is it ours now?” she said. “Like for real?”

“For real.”

“Is Grandpa going to jail?”

“That’s not up to me, bud.”

She thought about that, with the poker in her hand.

“Okay,” she said. And that was all she had to say about it, which is how kids are, and also how Verna was.

In the kitchen, the phone still hung on the wall. The yellow one with the long curly cord. The pen was still tied to it with a piece of kitchen string, swinging a little because I’d bumped it with my shoulder.

In the drawer under it there was one more steno pad. Blank. Verna must have bought a stack. There’s always a stack.

I put it on the counter by the phone.

Sienna came over in her socks. She’d left her boots on the mat by the door without being told, toes against the wall, the way Verna used to make me do it at her age.

She picked up the pen on its string and looked at me.

“What do I write?”

“Whatever happened today.”

She bent over the pad, and she wrote the date in the top corner, and under it, in her big round eleven-year-old letters, Mom and me. 10:15. Fire on the 2nd try.

Then she looked up.

“Do I write that you cried?”

“I didn’t cry.”

“You did a little in the truck.”

“Fine,” I said. “Write it down.”

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